Purpose-Filled Life!

It has been one of those days! A day that I sit and stare at Gavin, wishing that he had more purpose in this life. Wishing that he could sit on his own, walk, and talk. Feeling sorry for him.....and sorry for me. Wishing that Gavin hadn't had the severe stroke that he had...the one that has robbed us from a child who could have had so much possibility in this life! The stroke that I think back to every once in awhile, and think to myself, "What if the doctors had listened to me?! What if they had done what was needed to prevent this from happening? What if Gavin was just the 'typical' child with Down syndrome........What wonderful things would we be accomplishing today?"

Yep, one of those days!

Then I read the following poem:


Dear God,


I am just a little boy
I don't know how to pray
But please tell me, Lord
... Why did you make me this way

He explained,

I gave you no sight
So others could see
That My glory is planted
In the smallest of seeds

I gave you no voice
So others you could teach
That even in silence
I can hear you speak

I gave you a life that others
Would not wish to have
So they would be grateful
Instead of boastful and proud

The body of a child
The purpose of a man
You were lovingly created
To fulfill the Master's plan

So close your eyes, my child
I will give you dreams
For someday you will fly
And you will not need wings

Lisa J. Brown



Some days I forget just how purposeful Gavin's life really is! I get caught up in the things he can't do, instead of the purpose he is fulfilling! Some people may look at Gavin and think, "What a shame." The truth is, God's plan for Gavin is probably greater than His plan for most of us.....and I am so thankful that God chose me to watch over Gavin until His plan is fulfilled!

Gavin may not appear to be able to accomplish much in life. He may have to work very hard to just lift his head up for a few seconds while he sits in an infant toy...



......but thanks to reading this poem, and thanks to the promises that God has made known to us.....I KNOW that Gavin is living a very wonderful, purpose-filled life! And, I am so very proud of him!


"To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven." Ecclesiastes 3:1